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Jan. 8th, 2010 12:24 pmFeeling vaguely misanthropic. I know why, at least partly, but it's kind of a dumb reason all things considered. (Wait--I think I just remembered a slightly bigger reason. I know I shouldn't be messing with my memory like this.)
I think I may be on the verge of another depressive cycle (if I accept that these things exist for me, and I'm not sure I do). But the degree to which I'm falling into old patterns of behavior and things is slightly excruciating. It seemed like I was getting better, for a little bit, didn't it. ...Didn't it?
Oh well, I'm getting done what I need to get done, at least in the short term, and that's a lot better than I usually do.
I think I may be on the verge of another depressive cycle (if I accept that these things exist for me, and I'm not sure I do). But the degree to which I'm falling into old patterns of behavior and things is slightly excruciating. It seemed like I was getting better, for a little bit, didn't it. ...Didn't it?
Oh well, I'm getting done what I need to get done, at least in the short term, and that's a lot better than I usually do.
